Its been great

I won and lost the humorous speech contest in toastmasters.   I won because I was the only one who really made the audience laugh. I lost because most of the speech wasn't invented by me.  I took already an existing and changed it to apply to my style.  But as the rules goes it is forbidden to do so.

So I was disqualified by the judges.

Never the less it was my best performance so far. I didn't forget a thing. I think I didn't rush as much too. I looked at the audience, I controlled my body language and could control my vocal variety. I did enjoy public speaking also before but now I felt like achieving a new level of confidence. And I loved every bit of it.

Today I was thinking what to do. What new things to find to entertain myself. And then it hit me. Do the things you enjoyed previously that got me where I am today. One of those things would be writing. Deam I used to write everyday in this blog. I was like a hipster on a can of coffee. I wrote about everything and in all sorts of ways. 

I have tried to write funny, philosophically, sarcastic and now how landed in (all is fucking happy, amazing) style.